So here I am again. Feeling worse than ever. I am so overweight and I have lost any semblance of myself in the chaos that is our life. I have started to lose this weight. Hopefully while I do I find myself again somewhere.
I was never supposed to be fat, and nothing. I am fat and nothing. I don't even speak to people who aren't my family, or medical professionals anymore.
My first aim...is to lose this weight. And then I will do something for me. I am not sure what yet, but I will.
