Once...

I was a nicer person who laughed more
I was a more attentive wife
I was a better friend who put others first
I was the mother who never yelled and laughed and did craft and went out and saw friends
I was able to ignore stupidity
I was funny

Now I am tired and more than anything feeling sad and a little alone and I know I am here due to the fact that I haven't slept in nearly 5 years and my life is overtaken by medical appts and spinning round in my head is the reality's that we face every day..and I am tired....